is not my daysickening day..
Quarrel wit him,
scolding from grandpa,
dunno wad going happen next..
Everytime this time of life,
no freedom at home,
do anything oso cant,
yes, is for our own good.
But isn life is like this?
Enjoy as much as u can..
Live in a stressful life,
i hate it.. Really hate it..
Go out say i keep wasting money,
say i bad, say i wild..
Stay at home do things i like,
say i disturbing,
say i dun respect them..
What do they really wan?
Stay at home, sleep whole day,
say i lazy, useless..
WTF..
Why cant he ever know how i feel?
Hotel? I trying my best to le..
Why cant he understand?
Shaking again, more serious..
Thinking different..
Getting freedom back le,
can leave anytime,
no longer need mi..
Isn all this u are proving mi?
I might be playful, straight forward,
but i never ever think of leaving u..
Been so stable for so long,
ORD le?
Problem started, u need ur own life..
If really like this, tell mi straight,
i won cling on u nor stress u..
I already prepare for de worst le,
i knew one day it will happen.
Dun worry, i know wad to do..
I am tired and lost..